Get out of the RACE

Within four days, so much decisions have been made it's like I wasn't even given the time to just stop and breathe. Following my departure from HongKong, I've since sunk into depression #2 (#1 was when I got a B for PW HA-HA).

If you were to ask me a question, 48 hours ago,on my well-being, I would say JUST GODDAMN KILL ME. LIKE GIVE ME CANCER OR KNOCK ME DOWN WITH A FIFTY-FOOT TRUCK JUST END MY LIFE PLEASE because I secretly do not have the balls to jump down a building. But now, I feel fine. I don't know whether I'm still numb from that numbing agent being injected through my neck ( true story. I went to SGH to get this thing on my neck checked and I honestly could have broken my neck and not know it. ITS SUPER NUMBINGGGG) BUT I FEEL OKAY. Not particularly fantastic but at least not as suicidal as I was 2 days ago. Granted, this was not what I was imagining my life to be but I'll make sure that in 10 years' time, THIS EPISODE WILL NOT MATTER. Mark my words.

Anyway, I've been spending lots of time with my friends who have been so amazingly understanding. Haven't been going to work for a week. Instead, we took sneaky trips to Delifrance, Bugis Street and Ya Kun (and I worked as a vintage shopkeeper at Haji Lane for a few hours. It was awesome). But like I said, in 10 years' time THIS WILL NOT MATTER.

I'm still on a quest to find the best cheesecake because this cheesecake sucks. So far Delifrance's cheesecake is still my number uno cheesecake in Singapore.

You know when you're depressed and sick of life, you either go crazy and stop eating or you go crazy and eat a horse? Today I had Mcdonalds' breakfast, Cheesecake, Chicken Rice, Nasi Ayam Penyet, Marble Cheesecake, Famous Amos cookies anddddddd green tea. NEED TO EAT MORE.